I think I’m a little too strange in places where people shouldn’t be strange. I’m normal and like everyone else, yet I’m crazy in a bad way. I think of myself in terms of other people only, I love when I’m sad, I can sob for hours and then in literally 2 seconds just decide to stop. I scare myself. I don’t feel anything, yet I’m too sensitive. I am numb, yet over-sensitive. How can I be? I’m like a lion-tiger hybrid. I was created and thought to be the best of two, yet become the worst. And I can never leave a legacy, or live long enough, because it was not meant to be.

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Thursday, 15th September